Posts Tagged ‘sad’

What a good boy

The last post was written by my boy because he was feeling sad. He was concerned that he wasn’t good enough and that he was ALWAYS disapponting me etc.

He mentioned this many times throughout that day.

After punishment, I told him it had been dealt with and that everything was all right now, but he didn’t seem to let that information sink in.

Sometimes it’s like banging one’s head against a brick wall!

He SHOULD have listened to me, SHOULD have snapped out of his sadness as soon as I said those things, but he didn’t.

He is very sensitive and takes ‘getting things wrong’ rather badly. He dwells and spends more time punishing himself over things than I do.

He went to bed Sunday night feeling low, no matter what I said. In his eyes, he had been bad and it was almost the end of the world.

Well, I have news for him.

He is not ‘a bad sub’ (his words). He is often cheeky and will push his luck at times but I enjoy that. He has a lovely sense of humour and that is displayed regularly. He knows his rules and 99% of the time he follows them.

Yesterday he phoned me very quickly while he was at work (he was supposed to be in a meeting) to ask if he could have a couple of chocolates someone had brought in. The week before, he had, without thinking, taken 2 to eat and then panicked afterwards as he is currently on a healthy eating plan I have devised for him. He got punished for it last week.

But this week there was no need as I gave permission.

He learnt his lesson.

Now THAT is what I call a GOOD SUB!


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Sad Valentine’s sub

I’m a sad sub today, not the nicest of valentine’s days 😦

I misbehaved last night; I played up and “created” about my bed time (I have to go to bed and be settled by the time Claire says)

I had an attitude and as a result I disappointed Claire

Hence I feel awful, I have been punished for it, but the worst thing is knowing I disappointed her

I hate that……….

Hence I’m a sad valentines sub 😦

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