Posts Tagged ‘submission’

I was hopeful…..

….. my girl would have posted again recently but she has been busy so is forgiven. My last post declared how good she has been and how proud I was, this has not been the case recently (until a few days ago) but we have spoken and she has explained her reasons for not being able to fully immerse herself in her submission and I understand completely. She (and I) are now hopeful she can start to, good timing really as I will be spending a LOT of time with her over the next 3 weeks or so, much fun is anticipated, oh the plans I have………. (and yes the accompanying image will be a daily occurrence)


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Chilly without knickers

It’s been a good week.

I’ve got very used to ‘being’ submissive again. It’s all coming flooding back with wonderful ease.

One of my rules is that if we’re meeting round my house, I am not allowed to wear underwear and that when meeting elsewhere, I have to ask if I can wear it before leaving the house. It’s been quite chilly! (But very lovely too.)

Yesterday we met round mine and I got the pleasure of sucking on THE most gorgeous cock, ever in the history of cocks. Kneeling on the floor doing that was just divine. I wanted it in my mouth for hours but I have a wisdom tooth still coming through so had to stop as I was in a lot of discomfort 😦

“Unfortunately”, I then got fucked instead 😀

It’s good to be back!

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Something new

Well, it DID look as if there were going to be changes, and there are.

We’ve decided to mix things up a bit and now I’m the submissive one.

I’ve been submissive for many years and last year we spent 131 days in a MALE/female oriented relationship and we had a lot of fun. Then, of course, we had a swap around…and had just as much fun.

Yesterday, my submission was accepted and I now have a list of 10 (TEN??!!) rules to follow. No pressure there, then!

In time I will divulge them but for now I must re-acquaint myself with bloody WordPress as I have been told to take over this blog. Doing the occasional post was all well and good but having to do it more often is just going to confuse me as I have a vanilla blog on Blogger and I am much more used to using that.

I’ll be back…

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Ch ch ch ch changes…..

Yet again a long gap in posts, hopefully this will be less so now, now that “changes are coming” or to be more accurate MAY be coming, we wont know yet, not for 7 days.

It is however time for change (hence the clock in the pic, I do think about this stuff you know, I don’t just make it up as go along…..) So I have made several changes to the blog layout, well not so much the layout, more the tabs along the top and a few other bits, some juggling and tweaking, that’s been long overdue.

I know I could have called this post changes without the additional ch ch’s but I came all over over all David Bowie and when I thought of the word changes I couldn’t help but think of the song.

Moving on, the blog now has more of a resemblance of how it will be looking for a while, possibly with some further additions and tweaking but nothing major, although the header pic may well change soon, depends what happens in 7 days.

Just to update you briefly on the events of the past month (since last post) Claire and I have been continuing to be predominantly flatline, with the occasional play, well, until recently, we are now at the stage where things may well change from that and one of us will be offering their submission to to the other for a period of time.

We are still not together properly, but that is getting ever closer and I can’t wait, the change that may be occurring we were hoping to wait until we were together to instigate (or allow to develop) but situations may cause it to be sooner, all I can say is watch this space (apologies, a corny saying, but quite apt)


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Nore Sipple

This will probably be quite a lengthy (for me) post as Claire wants a great amount of detail on the day etc so if you don’t “do” words and prefer to just “do” pictures then scroll to the end and you can see another.

For those still reading, get comfy and I will begin.

I have already explained the story behind the piercing in yesterdays short but factual piece and this post will no doubt elaborate on that but it will also go into the days events in more detail, it will also cover any post piercing topics it stumbles across.

I will actually start the night before, well I thought it best to prepare said area for its impending invasion, so removed the hair from around it, I thought this would not only aid the piercer to mark the area properly and see what he was doing but more importantly ensure I’m less likely to get anything nasty happening to it (infection wise) while it heals. The mere thought of the end of a hair finding its way into the wound or entwining itself on the bar is not a pleasant one so I am happy to have one hairy chest and one less so for a month or so until it grows back (my sensible headed sub side coming to the fore) so shave it I did, as you can see lol.

The day itself came around and I admit to feeling rather nervous and apprehensive in the morning, not because of what the piercing symbolised or stood for, I absolutely loved (and still do love, even more now) that thought but because of the actual process, the mechanicals of it. I am sure I have mentioned in a previous post that I am becoming a bit of a pain slut at times (if not I will cover it in a future one) but having read various things etc (hence the pre thought to shave) I knew it wasn’t a pleasant procedure, well lets be honest, its a rather sensitive area and its not designed to have a tubular hole made through it. So I was anticipating some discomfort.

The majority of people seem to say that initially when the needle goes through the pain is minimal, shortly after this the piercing is introduced and this can be a little more painful as the endorphins reduce (after the initial flooding of the area) and then it can be very sore for anything from a few hours to several days (depending on who you talk to) but, everyone is different, every piercing is different, every piercer is different and of course boys and girls every nipple is different lol.

So anyway, we decided to go for a drink as we had a bit of time to kill while I waited for my appointment and I decided that along with my hot chocolate I would haver a rather large cookie (I do love sweet things) I needed a sugar rush to get me through my anxiety, I was getting myself in quite a state as Claire will testify lol.

I suppose I should also explain at this point that I have, since I was in my teens, had a bit of a “thing” about certain medical procedures, nowhere near as bad as it used to be, but it does still resurface at times, and that is exactly what it was doing.

We left the coffee shop and headed to the studio, we went in, the receptionist told the piercer we were there and told us to take a seat in the waiting area. While we were sitting and waiting Claire could tell my apprehension was building and was the most wonderfully supportive, caring and encouraging Domme (and friend) a person could wish to have (this support etc continues later but I will get to that) she guided and encouraged me enough without being dictatorial about it, still allowing me to back out but knowing that I didn’t want that and needed that final push, she gauged it perfectly (she is perfect). We had already discussed this I hasten to add, a few times, so she knew how much I wanted it (we both did) and knew I would need a bit of coaxing at some point.

The piercer emerged and called me into the room, we discussed what I wanted, the bar was selected, the procedure explained and then commenced. It started with him marking the area while I stood up prior to me laying on the couch for the piercing to actually take place.

At first a clamp is applied to the area around the nipple, this has the effect of pinching the skin together and is not entirely unpleasant, more than bearable in fact, I should also add before I go further that I declined any sort of numbing/anaesthesia type stuff prior to things starting, it quickens and assists the healing process if you don’t apparently, although having it does make the procedure more comfortable, obviously lol.

So there I lay. Nipple gripped by a thing that grips nipples, waiting, for the needle, didn’t look down, didn’t want to see, wasn’t actually waiting long at all, then, OMG.

That will be the needle going in then will it, that intense pain I can feel in my left breast, I instinctively took a sharp intake of breath and was advised to breath out and breath properly, which I did and it helped, although I was breathing rather noisily apparently. Claire later said she wondered what I was doing as she could hear me frantically inhaling and exhaling from outside lol.

Next the bar went in, not so bad, I say not so bad, I mean not so bad as the needle, then the ends of the bar were put on, even better still (that’s not to say it didn’t hurt, it was just getting easier) and that was it, all done.

That’s not the end of the story though, I sat up after a while (best to lay still for a bit the body had just endured quite a shock) then stood up, walked to the mirror and myself and the piercer were admiring his handiwork. I then thought, actually I will just lean against the couch for a bit, I feel a bit light headed, I’m ok, just not ready to walk to far just yet, next thing I recall hearing is him saying to me “you better lay down for a bit” to which I reply yeah I will (already laying back on the couch by now) and saying to him, I nearly went then, he replied “you did go”.

At this stage Claire comes in, hearing that something had happened and sees her boy laying on the couch topless with a face as white as a very very white thing thats been bleached and a forehead covered in beads of sweat (what a catch eh). She kindly popped to the shop next door to get me a nice sugary drink and within 5 minutes I was fine and we left.

On the way back to the car and for the rest of the afternoon (and today, though less so today as she realised it wasn’t quite as necessary) Claire was so caring and comforting towards me, I truly am the luckiest sub in the whole wide world.

As for the piercing, its really quite happy and healthy, it looks good, is causing no problems thus far and only minimal discomfort at certain (ever decreasing) times. I should add that I am an incredible wimp with a very low pain threshold and part (if not most) of the passing out was due to my underlying phobia so please don’t be put off having something similar if you are considering it, as I said everyone is different and it really wasn’t that bad pain wise, nor is it now 36 hours later.

Thank you for listening, I’m off now to eat chocolate and drink cider (my food and alcohol restrictions were lifted by Claire for a 48hr period following my piercing) and I aim to make the most of it 🙂

p.s. The title post, well it came about as we were really having a lot of fun today and being rather silly at times (it was lovely) and the phrase nore sipple was coined, the post really could be called nothing else.

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Deep Breath………

  ………… and relax……….. or at least try to 🙂

I will continue this post tomorrow when I have the accompanying evidence your honour but for now I wanted to post briefly.

Prior to today and ever since Claire kindly accepted my submission I have worn a bracelet to symbolise my submission to her, a bracelet she asked me to make and a bracelet in my colours, I have my own colours that are linked to my submission to Claire.

Recently though we have been talking about a replacement for the bracelet, not that there is anything wrong with it, far from it, but in recognition of my now long term status (initially I thought I may be her sub for a matter of weeks or a few months at the most)….(I accept that is not the case now and I will hopefully remain her sub for much much longer) we decided on a more permanent symbolic gesture.

Today that symbolic gesture was completed and I now no longer wear a bracelet permanently on my wrist but a piercing in my nipple.

I will post more about this (probably tomorrow) but for now (and being a typically wimpy male lol) I’m going to get settled for the night as I have a little discomfort and want to try and have as restful a night as possible.

A few points I have made or commented on in this post I will return to at some point, aside from the actually subject matter of course, I will cover that (with pics) again very soon.

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CrYpTiC pIc TiMe

I will explain the picture above this text at some point in the future, not in this post, although if you are reading and curious feel free to submit your guesses (for either of them) 🙂

The picture beneath this text I will explain now, well not now, but at the bottom of the picture…….

The second picture actually has more than just the reason I will outline now behind its inclusion but like the first picture its complete explanation will come at a later date.

For now I will just say this, I adore Claire totally and really will endure anything to make and keep her happy, her pleasure is my pleasure and I long to serve her always and be forever her boy.

(the pic is of a door….. ADORE…..)             🙂

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